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sojourners
Find the sojourners of the world! Find the spiritually sound! The ones who awake at the sound of heaven, and recognize the Spirit which unifies humanity in the patterns of what many call the mundane! Those who see God’s miracles in what others call coincidence or luck. The people whose eyes light up, shoulders pull back when beauty is mentioned. Find the fruit of the spirit in others, and let it be a guiding compass to the narrow path and those who follow it. Fruit that is ripe, good to... Read more...
Metanoia
Did you know that you can wake up to a new world within the one you’ve been living in for all of your life? That’s how I feel every day. Every day more of reality uncovers itself for me, exactly as it had been before it hid itself from me. I suddenly see new things in the same spot where they were previously hidden, hear different things in the same songs I’ve been listening to on repeat, and feeling new feelings in the same body I tried to give away.... Read more...
The illusion of age
At 20 years old I am no less child than I was when I was 19, and no less child than when I was 16... I learnt that no 20 year old is grown up, meaning no 19 year old is either. Growing cold is growing old, but being young is being me. Soon I’ll be 21, and I’ll be no less child than when I was 20. I’ll only be 6 more months worth of choices, 182 more days of choosing to be me. We grow older, colder, and... Read more...
The dance between order and chaos
To the untrained heart instruments of love sound like instruments of destruction. To a whole heart, the only song you can sing is one of love. This is because instruments are not inherently good or evil, afterall they only sing songs that you choose to play. A pen is just a beholder of ink, and a blade is simply sharp. Music is a holy language, harnessed by instruments, and molded by man. Much like love in the same way is a holy language, harnessed by instruments, and molded by man.... Read more...
Cain, the troubled brother
A victim spirit is one of bitterness, resentment, and delusion. It is the spirit that inhabits Cain when he refuses to repent after the murder of Abel. Instead of taking responsibility for his actions, picking up the cross, counting his costs, and paying his price he curses God and decides God is unjust in all his ways. There are no victims in this world, there are people who live righteously and enjoy the presence of God as a result and people who walk the much broader path that leads to... Read more...
The war against truth
Within our world there exists sorcerers of thought, who twist and bend ideology and belief in front of your very eyes. Every single one of humanities greatest endeavors and catastrophes began with just a single thought. Just one passing notion that stuck out among the thousands that run through our mind every day.  So who is more dangerous? A lion, or a liar? We're all familiar with the butterfly effect, how one minor event can lead to the fall of Rome. Ideas manage nations, futures, hopes, desires, romances, beliefs, and... Read more...
a forgotten ember
within me i feel a remnant of that which i know is eternal. in the presence of beauty it glistens within me, like an ember to a once great flame. Read more...
Peter's proposition
“if you hate it so much, why keep doing it?” “well, i guess it’s because it makes me money.” “yeah but couldn’t you make money doing something you actually like?” “…” “you like to write don’t you?” “i do like to write.” “alright, how about you just write a book and see what happens?” “no one would read my book.” “you don’t know that. people read anything. doesn’t matter if people like it or not, what matters is that they have an opinion. in two weeks... write your book.” “... Read more...